church today...today my mother never go~she had to go for some company lunch thing...during church gt some speaker from dont know where and spoke foreign language o.oll had to have a interpreter...stupid hannah keep playing with my phone games~can tell she really suck at games...then went to lunch and homed...sorry zan i aint going to the youth rally with you today...lazy and tired next time maybe...damn i feel like exercising~wonder when i can finally go joggin with weng soon...feel like holding a basketball and shooting again~miss that feeling again...
Joash
4:50 AM
slack the whole morning and afternoon tv-ing...then went out with my family to go eat dinner...then went to east coast park to find my uncles and aunties~long time never see some of my cousins~jasmine, rachel, bryan and ryan:D bbq there...had tons of fun with them...homed about 11plus and slept...holidays are starting to bore me...
Joash
12:57 AM
woke up early for pa today...went to school and mics and stuff all set up for the event...stupid event supoer time killler...then went to bm mac with jasmine, jue yu and agnes waited for christabel, kimberly and eugenia...suppose to study then in the end plans change...christabel went with jue yu to fiona house then the rest of us go school play basketball with victor...bus-ed to tiong and homed...on the way was called to go cathay with dhurkesh to go watch movie~madagascar 2 o.o rafidah had free tickets woo...hurry home bath and change met up with dhurkesh in the mrt and mrt-ed to outram and to dhouby then walk to cathay...took quite awhile to get there...kinda 'lost' our way on the way there...watched the movie with dhurkesh, kimberly, rafidah and cheryl...then walked to plaza sing without rafidah and went to see the arcade and mrt-ed home...super tired for the day~but its fun seeing dhurkesh act like a retard everywhere he go :D am i burning up or is it just the weather...its freaking hot these days...
Joash
9:05 PM
anybody have the song "I Dont Wanna Miss A Thing" david cook version~ if have please send me...today woke up rather early but ended up sleeping again...finally got up ~ breakfast and tv-ed...went to kevin house to get something and off to school...had to buy 2 packets of lemon chicken rice to school for jasmine and agnes...then went to hall and do some police-minister-school event rehearsal~absolute superb total waste of precious time...practically change disc and press track, play, pause and adjust volume the whole day with wei jian...talk alot with mr.rolland tan~super funny teacher :D ...waste away time by writing the 3rd layer fomula for wei jian~somehow he dont quite get it but still can solve the cube....event ended at 6~bus-ed to tiong and homed...tomorrow gotta get up early~have to reach school by 7.30 well this sucks...wonder if i can actually get up this early...whole holiday been getting up at 10 or 11plus...
Joash
6:39 AM
slacked at home today...feel super tired...tv-ed the whole day...went to go cut my hair after dinner~finally...stupid ah lian lady hairdresser~told her layer short then somehow she cut untill like slope -.-ll she told me that now like that but when it grow will be nicer~well better be or i burn the shop down :D hate it everytime i go cut my hair~gonna have phobia of cutting my hair sooner or later...freaking ultra pissed right now~transfer some songs from computer to phone this time by the cable and now all my phone songs and pictures are gone~dont know what happen and what else is missing...its just all gone and i am freaking pissed...400plus songs all just vanish dam it...only manage to get some songs from my computer and its less than like 50 -.- i just wanna blow up right now argh...today just totally sucks~things for me just get from worser and worser...
Joash
5:55 AM
today did not cut my hair~no time...went to meet jasmine, christabel, kimberly, eugenia, alfred and dhurkesh at bukit merah mac~go thr to study and homework...retarded~i was the only one doing my homework...the rest all talking non-stop o.oll...then went to school to play basketball :D ~ played match with eugenia, kimberly, alfred, dhurkesh and jasmine...teamed up with kimberly and eugenia~had fun playing...then kimberly left for choir...then played with jasmine and her two friends~the rest go play poker cards...after that eugenia gone home then bus-ed to safra to play bowling and pool :D...only me, dhurkesh and alfred played bowling... dhurkesh had 122 points~ alfred had 64points ~ i had 95opints :D this time alfred aint too good...then saw this super young kid play bowling o.o!! he is like 7years old to me~carried a 6kg ball and threw it straight to the pins..somehow is is dam good...his parents are like just sitting there as he play...his points is like 90plus~he won alfred?!...then went to play pool...same as ever christabel never play bowling or pool~today i am like the curse of the team...team with anybody i will end up making the team lose -.-ll then bus-ed to tiong with christabel and jasmine and homed...they are having plans for tomorrow to go henderson wave to watch the sunset o.o well i guess i am too lazy to go...today can only say one thing~christabel have the voice of an elephant o.o super loud and noisy!
Joash
5:23 AM
woke up rather late today...dam tired...went out with my parents for breakfast+lunch then went to island creamery for ice-cream...after that went to dont know where to go find a new maid~the current retarded maid kinda sucks and she wants to go back...so spent like 2-3hours there i think...guess my parents found a new one already~all i did was slack there playing games on my phone...went home ate dinner and slack watching tv...tomorrow maybe gonna go butcher my hair~keeps poking my eye argh...wonder if i can wake up in time to cut my hair and go to meet up with jasmine, dhurkesh and alfred to study...dont know whether going anot...gotta really finish up my holiday homework and study for next year...wonder whats gonna happen next year~dont wish to think too much about it but sometimes it just cant stop thinking about it...really want to know what will happen next time but nobody knows and maybe i dont want to know~but what else can i do but wait...i cant help but wait...gotta do some serious exercise during the holidays~rotting at home eating away...gonna become a pig sooner or later...have to shed some fats fast...i want to play basketball~sorry daryl cant ball with u last sunday was away...next time we shall play ball...
Joash
5:34 AM
back from malaysia~went to genting 3days 2nights :D played the theme park there~kinda sucks cause there is so many many dam people there...the rides there are like 1-3minutes but it took like 20-30minutes just to wait in line...played only indoor rides~it was raining most of the time so could not play the outdoor rides..dam~wanted to go on the roller coaster at the outdoor part...indoor roller coaster is dam lousy~no thrill...ate tons of stuff~ended up putting on 2kg i think o.oll...staring and wondering~whats gonna happen in the future...
Joash
5:52 AM
slack at home the whole day today...life feels so wasted nowadays...gonna be away to malaysia tomorrow till dont know when...gonna have to wake up super early in the morning and go there~too bad this time my brother aint coming along...he has to go to school o.oll...lots and lots of things are going through my mind...memories going through my mind~things were much better back then...thinking thinking and thinking...wonder if it will rain at malaysia...somehow i wonder what my life is gonna be in the future...gotta go pack my stuff later for the trip...the sky always seems so peaceful when a person is happy but it changes when a person is down...feel like basketball-ing~just wanna let it all out...had laughter during biology lesson during the holidays~miss chandran is always nagging at zhen yuan to excercise o.o...poor guy is at a high risk of like so many disease...well there is nothing i can do for now or what i can do...i dont know what to do...feel so lost...somethings are not the same...current addiction to 'with you' by chris brown
Joash
3:02 AM
today woke up in the morning~did not fell back to sleep this time :D...well hardly had any sleep either~thinking thinking and lots of thinking...went to school~good thing the rain was not so bad...waited at the bus-stop for leslie with zhen yuan~talked bout tons of stuff in the end went to commerce without leslie...he is too slow...today's biology lesson is super super miserable~first had only dhurkesh, zhen yuan, xiao hui and me...then leslie came and lesson was not bad althought attendance sucks~maybe is my fault...did not manage to tell many people about the lesson~but it was a last minute lesson...then that stupid dinika had to come~why did she come! super irritating ass~can tell dhurkesh also abit piss...that ass had to spoil the lesson~every single time must interrupt...after lesson bus-ed to tiong with dhurkesh and leslie~been a long long time since i go somewhere with leslie...i had to carry all of dhurkesh stuff in my bag! he did not bring his own bag~i had to stuff his file, books and worksheets into my bag...my bag look like a square box -.-...went to mac with them to eat the new mega burger...woo~all three of us ordered the mega mc spicy...its alittle bigger than the average burger~thought it would be bigger -.-...after the burger leslie homed while me and dhurkesh went to walk walk about tiong~when to look at dhurkesh's 'amazing' billabong bag which he is eyeing~he claims it matches his billabong pencilcase -.-...then accompany dhurkesh to the arcade to play his stacking game for his psp...got chase out by the arcade~i was wearing school uniform...retarded~dhurkesh went in with class tee and pe shorts he gets to enter!had to wait and watch dhurkesh play his game outside the arcade -.- still dhurkesh failed to get his psp~poor guy...then went to walk about tiong again and homed...slacking at home watching tv and surfing the net...almost everyday the sky looks so blue...then it turns dark and it rains...the sound of the rain seems to be so noisy,but at the same time soothing to me...could be the reason why i prefer to walk in the rain...gonna have biology lesson tomorrow~think its 11am-12.30 at the commerce room...wonder what attendance will be like o.o...gotta go cut my hair soon~its too super long and it keeps poking my eyes..
Joash
6:12 AM
secondary 3 biology students~13/11,thursday, there is biology lessons from 10am - 1pm..i dont know where the venue is but please help to spread...
Joash
6:01 AM
Time is slowly passing by...during school days time just fly too fast...but during the holidays time passes so slowly yet too many things keep happening...going to malaysia this saturday/sunday with my parents and friends...not sure how long it is gonna be...maybe it is a good way for me to just let it all out...maybe gonna jog with dhurkesh this week at henderson wave~not comfirm but i am looking forward to it...life seems so dull now...every breathe i take seems to get lesser by the day....
this time all I want is you
there is no one elsewho can take your place
this time you burned me with your eyes
you see past all the lies
you take it all away
I've seen it all and it's never enough
it keeps leaving me needing you
take me awaytake me away
I've got nothing left to say
just take me away
I try to make my way to you
but still I feel so lost
I don't know what else I can do
I've seen it all and it's never enough
it keeps leaving me needing you
take me awaytake me away
I've got nothing left to say
just take me away
don't give up on me yet
don't forget who I am
I know I'm not there yet
but don't let me stay here alone
this time all I want is you
there is no one else
who can take your place
I've seen it all and it's never enough
it keeps leaving me needing you
take me awaytake me away
I've got nothing left to say
just take me away
take me away
take me away
I've got nothing left to say
just take me away
take me away~this song just got addicted onto me...somehow i just find it soothing to me...time is just wasting away with me...ever looked at the sky and wondered why it looks so peaceful and calm~well its just one side of it...when it rains, it aint peaceful anymore...but still i prefer to walk in the rain...
Joash
7:11 PM
went to meet jasmine and christabel at tiong today~going to play bowling and pool again...had to wait and watch christabel cut her hair~her fringe now is super weird -.-...then went to kfc watch them eat and then dhurkesh, kimberly and alfred came...went to burger king for the 3 prefects to eat and bus-ed to safra...played pool as the bowling place had some sort of event~then carmen came and played pool...then went to play bowling as carmen left~only kimberly, jasmine, alfred and dhurkesh played bowling...stupid bunch of retarded malay boys kept looking at us and laughing~kept making remarks...dam freaking noisy...then went to meet up with jue yu and went to henderson wave~christabel's retarded idea...made everybody walk super lots of stairs and walk long long distances...then went to safra with christabel and jue yu for toilet -.- and bus-ed to tiong and homed...many things are just happening too suddenly...
Joash
5:36 AM
went to celebrate carmen's belated birthday today...went there cut cake and slack there...
then went with jasmine to mac and off with her to kevin's house area to play basketball with kevin and his brother...met one whole bunch of primary school friends o.o~been like 3years since i seen them...after basketball homed and slack..
been tagged to do a quiz by qiao ting..so shall do
Q1. Do you have secrets?
A: of course...who wont? o.o
Q2. Will you fall in love with a girl older than you?
A: dont even know the answer myself
Q3. Do you enjoy going to school?
A: if it means seeing my friends more than my teachers~yes
Q4. What will you do with a billion dollars?
A: that day may never come
Q5. If you were to choose, Girlfriend or Best friend?
A: cant choose~will have to choose both no matter what..
Q6 What is the thing you desire now?
A: large speakers and good earpiece plus a ipod touch for blasting music
Q7 If the person you secretly like is attached, what would you do?
A: let time do it stuff and watch time fly
Q8 Is there anything that had made you extremely happy?
A: cant really remember...been a long time been so happy
Q9 What makes you angry?
A: gotta depend on my mood...
Q10 How would you see yourself in 10 years?
A: sweeping on the road~nah...normal office work? o.o
Q11 Currently who are the people that are most important to you?
A: friends and loved one
Q12 What is the most important thing in your life?
A: my life -.-
Q13 Which is more important, Family or Career?
A: obviously family
Q14 What is your favourite colour?
A: black
Q15 Will you give it all in a relationship?
A: absolutely
Q16 What will you do if your girlfriend is a two-timer?
A: only god knows
Q17 What will you tell a person whom you like?
A: hi...
Q18 If you fall in love with two persons simultaneously, who will you choose?
A: follow my heart...
Joash
5:06 AM
went to school with kevin to buy books today...had to wait for leslie for his shoes~stupid kevin wore slippers to buy books...turns out that only can wear shoes to school~so he borrowed leslie's shoes to enter the school while leslie waited for us...bought the books and realised this time no need to buy so many books like last time :D...then bus-ed with kevin and leslie to tiong to find jasmine,christabel and kimberly...went to more than words~kevin and i bought a purple carebear for carmen's birthday present...walked about tiong and went to membina court to "eat"~nobody ate in the end...then took a bus to safra to go find dhurkesh~halfway kevin and leslie got off o.o...then went there meet up with dhurkesh and slacked awhile to eat and went to play pool...after that went to play bowling~o.o most of my ball all went into the drain instead -.-...fingers and thumb hurt like fire~either my thumb too fat or the hole too small...everytime shoot the ball will hurt...in the end all of them got addicted to a machince just because they wanted to get a stuff toy...turns out they spent more than 10dollars just to get like 2stuff toys?! 1 stitch and 1 marie stuff toy about the size of my palm-.-...then bus-ed to tiong and went to the arcade~dhurkesh wanted to win his "PSP" there...turns out the prize no longer there but still he play...some kind of block game~he losed at the very last round~if he won he could have got the major prize..too bad...went around walk walk~had lots of laughter looking at stuff with retarded dhurkesh~best part is when we all fool christabel on the escalator XD...headed to the kopitiam to slack and talk bout lots of stuff *confidential*...then went to find a pencil box for dhurkesh~none...then homed and slacked...had tons of fun for today...life seems to be like a cycle..when you are down,you will soon be happy,then you will be down again~just another continuous vicious cycle
Joash
5:14 AM
Holidays are currently happening...wasting away time at home~bored o.o...feel like joggin long long distances, basketballing, badminton and pool to just let everything out...no school is starting to get boring...miss the fun and laughter there~at home is nothing but the 4walls and the tv....gotta buy my books for next year soon~wonder whats gonna happen next year....seems that everything around keeps changing and some things are never the same~gotta do my holiday homework...got stunned when i saw the pile of worksheet when my teacher passed me the holiday homework...dam~sec4 maybe gonna be deinitely maybe superbly stressfull...sad thing leslie drop :o...wonder how the class gonna be like~with people like christabel and jue yu the class sure super lively...really really wish and hope i can pull my grades up next year...some people just dont get it do they...they think i dont try my best when i did~whenever i feel that my results are a yesterday thing...they just bring it back up and i am down again...i want more outings during the holidays~hope there will be youth outings...current status at home is rotting...waiting for biology lessons...dont know when it is...time is ticking in my ear~i swear i can hear every second that passes and wastes right before me....everything is starting to change with time~some changes maybe for the better and some may not be...i am bored and lifeless at home...want to do holiday homework but dont want to complete it if not there is nothing to do at home....well holidays somethings sucks....
Joash
9:38 PM
