today had social studies for the day...super boring~stupid miss yu separated kevin from leslie and me...boring~whole lesson huai ao amd poh seng had my pen...they are like penless....slacked during the lessons...then went with leslie to library then kfc~saw nigel, john and andrew there...ate with leslie and every minute can hear one of them spouting vulgarities non-stop~whole kfc can hear their voice so loud -.- all 3 of them all attack leslie's cheesefries~poor guy...then kevin join us and his fries also gt attacked....walked to tiong with kevin and leslie~walk walk and headed to my house playground with leslie~he needed to rot his time...he having camp within 2hours more...slacked there for 1hour plus and homed.... received a gift from samuel today~sea shell keychain from his trip to china o.o...thanks dude!
doing a quiz by gina...
Question - The Person who tagged me is?
answer: gina
Question - Your relationship with them?
answer: stead~the special girl to me
Question - Your 5 impressions of them?
answer: kind, understanding, caring, pretty and helpful
Question - The most memorable thing she/he had for you for?
answer: erm...guess everything is memorable
Question - If they becomes your lover, you will?
answer: is already...
Question - If he/she becomes your lover, things she/he has to improve on?
answer: dont be too super good to others~ends up being bullied
Question - If he/she comes your enemy, you will?
answer: dont know...try nt to be enemy as soon as possible
Question - What is it you want to tell them now?
answer: hmmm....not sure...*thinking in progress*
Question- You overall impression of them now?
answer: 100% too good to be true
Question - How do you think people around you will feel about you?
answer: erm...how would i know
Question - The characters of yourself you love are?
answer: dont know my characters
Question - The most ideal person you want to be is?
answer: myself
Question - For people that care and likes you, say something to them.
answer: hi
Question - pass this quiz to 10 people you wish to know how they feel about..
answer:
(1)- weng soon
(2)- crystal
(3)- chee leong
(4)- geraldine
(5)- hui yee
(6)- jue yu
(7)- gina
(8)- mandy
(9)- nigel
(10)- yuan yi
Question - Who's no 6 having relationship with?
answer: erm...not sure...never ask
Question - If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
answer: nope~it will be sad for me and worst they will be lesbian -.-
Question - What is no. 2 studying about?
answer: erm...sec1 stuff?
Question - When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?
answer : 26/10/08
Question - What kind of music does no. 8 like?
answer: erm...jay chou's music i guess..
Question - Does no 1 have any siblings?
answer: dont know
Question - Will you woo no. 3?
answer: never or i will be gay
Question - How about 7?
answer: cannot woo already~:D
Question - Is no.4 single?
answer: should be if i am not wrong
Question - What is the surname of no. 5?
answer: tan
Question - What is a hobby of no. 10?
answer: dont know
Question - Do no. 5 and no. 9 get along well?
answer: definitely not
Question - Where is no.2 studying at?
answer: henderson secondary
Question - where does no. 9 lives?
answer: dont know,not interested
Question - What colour does no. 4 like?
answer: erm...pink?
Question - What is number 10 doing now?
answer: erm...somewhere on earth
Joash
6:30 AM
Days are getting crappier by the day~dont know if there is even such a word crappier...woke up early in the morning and end up going straight back into sleep -.- 2nd time this month i think...gotta get rid of the habit before it gets worse...woke up at 7 again and went to prepare for school~bridging lessons....rained heavily in the morning~good thing it stop,wont know how to go school if did not...get scolding and nagging from my dad early in the morning over my results and went off and bus-ed to school...today's bus is like super slow~bus-stop start filling up with more and more people...reach school and had chemistry at the avt...deciding on how to help christabel pass her 'stuff'..recess and social studies at pac~super boring...somehow miss yu just seems to piss me off no matter what~she dont talk to me also can feel pissed...also dont know how she offended me~because of her make me hate social studies -.-...bored to death in the pac...then had biology at humanities room~had plenty of laughter during lesson with miss chandran....whole lesson suppose to go through homework but somehow turn into a lesson on poly stuff o.o after school bus-ed to tiong with leslie to kfc...saw keith, hui and bao there~when they left as keith stand up the chair actually got knocked down O.O can really laugh~his butt is somehow big enough to push a chair down...then bought stuff for home at ntuc and homed...almost like everytime get scolding and repeating talking about my results from my parents~say until like i dont care about my results or whether i fail..dont they think i am not dissapointed with myself already~like who wish to fail exams...well at least i know i try my best...
5:37 AM
nothing much happening these days...forgot i had a picture of mr.eugene lim in his school/weird outfit for teacher's day...his pants is way above his knees o.o can laugh the whole day because of him
~eugene lim in his best outfit!
missed playing basketball with my friends on sundays...just played last sunday only =D...went to malaysia yesterday with my family and their friends~go there to just shop about....things there are cheap~ate manhattan fish restaurant...fish is dam big for the fish n chips o.o...ended up buying a stripe collar t-shirt =D...today met up with gina and hui yee and headed to school~boring lessons in school...mrs.yeo talk quite alot to the sec3 today~something about engineering...like got no link with us -.- ...social studies forever as boring thanks to miss yu~somehow she makes me irritated compared to other teacher....then had biology lesson at humanities room~whole room like so empty~too little bio students....miss chandran is taking over from now on~somehow class more lively today...too bad dhurkesh aint there to disturb her...then went to bm for kfc with leslie and library~dont know why today kevin never come o.o~spoiler...headed to tiong with leslie and buy some pens and home-ed...holiday seems so relaxing for now...but time seems to fly so fast~dont want to get stress from study too soon...cant studying actually be fun~like an impossible thing
Joash
7:36 AM
first thing to say for today is that i am promoted~4e3...a load is finally lifted off me...reached school at 6.45 with gina and hui yee~had pa for mrs yeo event...this event is good in performance but sucks in the other parts~its not well organised so many last minute items and stuff added end up that they need more mics and stuff...dam irritating~bunch of teachers so demanding want this want that...they think pa can do anything and have umlimited supply of mics...through the event i must move here and there to left side and backstage rotate mics and stuff...the prefect skit about mrs yeo is awesome! comedy haha...hope to see more of such stuff in school...life is gonna be bad next year~leslie drop to 4na T.T kevin till now still dont know where he going~havent get his booklist yet XD...gotta really pray for good news....should know by tomorrow...something in life may just change in time~hope leslie's appeal works
Joash
5:56 AM
Today go rp poly...had bus service all the way there but not back -.- all the way at woodland dam~kinda far....on the bus just slacked and blast music with leslie~"so-call advicing" her...kinda retarded~is like she super stress already~she have gotta relax...reach there and found out the place is super huge o.oll...see many other school there as well...went round with leslie to explore the place~we are like free to roam around the place...walk around aimlessly around the place~dont get what the whole exhibition was about...maybe because the place is too super crowded that me and leslie dont even get to see the stuff there...in the end just walked about in the crowd on leslie's same old "mission"...went into the theatre place and realised other schools are there and no single hendersonian so went out with the usher die die wanting us to stay inside...went in the theatre again the 2nd time because jasmine could not find carmen and we thought she is inside so went in cannot find then manage to come out~must have given the usher a hard time~sorry...somehow carmen appeared out of nowhere and stick to jasmine again -.-...went back to leslie's "mission" searching and searching...then went back to the theatre again for the 3rd time this time for real cause hendersonians are finally entering so me and leslie just follow the crowd....sat down and listen to the people there make super super super long lenghthy speeches and watch the long long videos...kill time with leslie listening to his song in his phone...sitting down that stupid leslie still want to continue his retarded "mission"...only exciting part would be the live performance by the poly's band,dance and singing...then made our way to have lunch in the poly~woo the food they provide for us is dam nice....cant believe my eyes for today~thought zhen yuan's recess one big bowl of rice is alot turns out that today maybe only see half of his ability....he like 3rounds of food and everytime the plate all full~no wonder nigel say he really 130kg o.oll...then went to wonder about the place with leslie...the poly really really is dam big~some place super deserted...suppose to have lucky draw for the schools at the poly but quite a number of people left the poly already....went to the poly library with leslie,kevin and keith to go find jasmine, carmen, wei li and jue yu...the library actually have a cafe there with 3 pool tables o.o~like that still consider library? played pool with jasmine,wei li, kevin, jue yu and leslie...had lots of laughter...then went to causeway point with them to kill time~still had 2hours before need to go back to school to set-up things for tomorrow's big event...walked about looking for carmen's cake and present~window-shop as well...kinda boring...nothing special there...then mrt-ed back to tiong and bus-ed back to school...from like a total of 7people ended up with only me and jasmine at the school bus stop -.- went there and slack at the pac with daniel, victor and wei jian~had to get mics from there and wait for Olevel to be over...finally end like 4plus...went to the hall with the pa crew to set-up things...did taping and stuff...bus-ed to tiong to buy some stuff but the queue was super super long....gave up and homed...things seems to be getting back to normal...wonder how long it will stay this way~these days are not bad...not many unhappy things are happening already...sorry christabel i leaked ur secret out~well in life some things are a 不能说的秘密....tomorrow is the last day of school~dont know if it is an occasion for celebration or for tears to fall...hope that school wont end...tomorrow is the 5th month~time really flies ...o.o just realised today is quite a long and lenghthy post...
Joash
5:42 AM
Reached school kinda early today...had nothing to do at home~did not want to stay at home...so just made my way to school...reached there and only gt like jun xian, vincent and dont know who there...sat down and blast the music waiting for leslie...good thing he arrived 5minutes later?...today cca day like super boring~slack in the room and really slack...did absolutely nothing~got the cca photo today...had a few laughs while looking at it~but the laughter did not last and fades away...went homed rather early today~nothing much to do...the sky seems so peaceful yet so depressing at the same time...everything just seems to keep changing in life...the ending of a story maybe gonna end pretty soon~dont know when the last paragraph, sentence, word, letter or full-stop will be written...some things in life just dont go the way you want it to be or is it just meant to be or does a person have to fight for it...wish that i could fly, fly up high above into the air through the clouds where i cant be seen and that the tears would only appear to be rain...there is many things that people just dont know but they think they do....
7:55 AM
Played basketball for pe today...played match with 3e1 and 3e2 i think...me and leslie never wear pe attire...both of us just dont feel like wearing it~dont wanna do pe...both of us slack during the match~stayed in the shade...dont feel like doing anything today...after school went to walk around bm with kevin and leslie...then headed back to school with kevin~had to do some rehearsal for mrs.yeo farewell...gonna do backstage with kevin and zi lin...reached school still rather early...got the key from geraldine and went to the hall and played cards with jasmine, wei jian and kevin...turns out that today's rehearsal is just a run through for the band members~only a talk by the teacher only...what a waste of time~set-up mic and went to backstage with kevin to slack...ended up drawing on the white board...after the whole thing wanted to play basketball but got training and cannot borrow ball~so walked back home with kevin....today is kinda of a bad day~bad mood, not feeling well, that stupid headache suddenly return and everything seems to be happening so fast....feels as though the weight of the earth is on me and the world seems to crashing straight on to me....holiday seem to be coming at a dam fast pace~is it a good or a bad thing? part of me want holiday and the other half want school...promoted to express next year or normal or retain~the time is coming...staring in the air at blank spaces seems to have become my habit~lots of thinking going on...thoughts flooding my mind...looking at things from way above is sure a view~not like the view really matters though...the plunge look like everything will be over but i know it is not and i will not do it...
Joash
7:06 AM
Today nothing much really happen...same old thing in school...after school went to check the speaker for the pe department~something really wrong with it...leslie whack the mic then got radio sound coming out o.oll really weird...gotta go get another speaker from the hall one of this day to replace the spoilt one....then went with geraldine to go set-up the system in the pac~do the lights for classical rehearsal i think~suppose to be hui yee do, but she had something on so i took over...half way through let geraldine help me take over~dam headache....must be the knock from yesterday...seems to get worse from morning~now still cant shake my head -.-....headed home and tv-ed...got addicted to a new tv show~told by chee leong and leslie that the the "Hot Shot" show is nice....watched till episode 5 for today on crunchyroll~is funny and addictive...stupid youtube ban this show~this show make me wanna play basketball more...gonna have to rest more~the pain is killable...thought i did not need the mask today~turns out i still need it...gotta get rid of it....
Joash
6:56 AM
Went to church today...sat with ian and chee leong side by side...after church went to eat at harbourfront...went back home and met up with chee leong~gonna play basketball with samuel and others...met chee leong at tiong and mrt-ed to buona vista~walked to the cc there...quite a long distance but been a long time since i went to play basketball....went to the 7-eleven~chee leong wanna buy a drink...then headed to the basketball court~samuel, daryl, stanley, mark, reuben, amanda, daffodil, auendrey and jonathan were all there at different timing(dont know if i left anybody out)...played about 2matches today...played 1st match with a miserable score of 2-7 o.o obviously my team lost~team up with samuel, chee leong and mark...darn~2?! its dam pathetic...played 2nd match and lost again...forgot the score but the other team wanna extend to 11points so continued playing~this time team with daryl, mark and chee leong...dam~this time so dam close! 10-11~still lost o.o...so went to slack at the court as daryl and his friends played full court....so everytime they ran to another half of the court, chee leong mark and i would go shoot some hoops and back off when they come....one time~the ball i shot roll around the court as they came, ran to pick it up and just as i pick it, collided with a guy 2x the size of me and bigger than chee leong run straight into me...dam the impact sure hurt...i think his left arm ram straight into my face~somehow i still remain standing on the floor while that dude fell and rolled 2 rounds on the floor o.oll...he kept apologising...at first still ok~then the pain start to come from the back of my head when i shook it...argh~headache...headed to the 7-eleven again to look for drinks with chee leong and end up walking about the market and bought bubble tea~chee leong treat....went back and then my drink was finished off by mark, amanda and daffodil...then went to play frisbee on the huge area near the court...woo~dam fun....played frisbee match...had loads of fun laughing at the way people catch the frisbee and throw it...today drank lots of different drinks sponsored by mark~he bought like 4 or more bottles of 1.5litre soft drinks....then went to cycle on samuel's bmx...cant even sit on it -.- ~ dam~stanley rode on his and chase after me~hoping to make me fall...everybody left at 6.30~mrt-ed back to tiong with chee leong...went there to buy my stuff and buy chee leong's dinner...then homed and ate my dinner, tv-ed and slack...today is a day whereby the smiling mask is broken by the fun i had with my friends....mending it now for future use....forgot to take photos for today~gotta remember to someday....will i still need the mask in the future? even i dont know that...
Joash
6:11 AM
Woke up early in the morning 8plus...slacked on the bed and time seems to pass real slow~blast music into my ears and that seems to make time fly....watched tv and went to prepare to go out~gonna eat the buffet at united square for late breakfast and lunch with my family....went to send my grandma to my uncle's house first and headed for the feast....eat till about 1plus then walk about the place~the place is dam boring...like some kid shopping centre~all kid shop...even most of the clothes they sell are for kids o.o...saw that jacket i wanted~maybe gonna get it during christmas....went to safra to meet up with jasmine, fiona lor, christabel and agnes~playing pool....the whole time can hear christabel's voice boom all over the place -.- cant get her to lower down the volume....played for 1hour then extended it to 2hour~halfway agnes left, she had to go to orchard for something....so played in 2teams~paired with fiona most of the time....play with christabel can really vomit blood~ball can fly about the place...today was not bad~feel like its easier to shoot....cant help laughing at fiona~like some sotong playing...somehow the ball she shoot doesnt go in a straight line o.oll...after pool fiona left then jasmine, christabel and me went to the playground at safra~christabel say untill like it is so fun....reached there then i realised how miserable it was~so small, also got people...so went to the rock-climbing area~either the rocks there too small or we too big....cant climb up o.o...so went to slack at the playground and talk about stuff *confidential*....ended up going to the ya kun there~see jasmine and christabel eat~their dinner o.o....then bus-ed to tiong with them and went to the kopitiam to eat my dinner....ate ban mian and they eat ice-kacang...dont know why today eat the ban mian keep on sweating o.o~whole face red...then went to buy stuff for my mother and walk back home...on the way there were like lamp post about 5 of them~just as i pass one of them the light just happen to off o.o then suddenly everybody around all disappear and extremely quiet~dam freaky...before that still can hear sound and see people walking about...ignored it and just walk home....had some laughter today~laughing about many things specially on the bus to tiong~haha laughing at things that is a secret o.o
Joash
5:42 AM
Went to school today...after school had some rehearsal for the farewell thing~went to the control room had a 'meeting' with all the sec3 pa members~ended up laughing at jokes about people*confidential*...set-up the screen half way the teacher say not needed~dam pissed me off...so went with kevin to meet up with leslie at tiong~bus-ed there...from there wait for leslie then mrt-ed to orchard~on the way keep laughing at stupid videos by niga higa in leslie's phone...went to wisma and went to collect my handphone~took my number 576....and the line was only at 565 -.-ll~so went to walk about the sony place looking at earpiece and phones....stupid sony people keep watching us as if we want to steal their things~think we got nothing better to do...finally my number came and went to collect my phone~the lady help me put back my sim card and memory card...got a scare as she put the memory card~her nails are lke so long and black....like her nails trying to forcefully stab my memory card into the slot o.o...walked about the place and adjust my phone at the same time~just repair the phone only and it actually restarted again...good thing only restart one time~if not i shall go burn down the sony shop XD....mrt-ed back to tiong~say good bye to kevin, he went home...walked with leslie from tiong all the way to the bm library surviving on one big gulp to last in the hot sun~today's weather is dam hot....whole bag, pants, hair, shirt, etc all like on fire....on the way went to the t-net shop area~leslie want to buy ice-pop o.o~that goondu eat ice-pop by twisting it in the middle then all the juice all come out all over his hands...he had sticky hand from there all the way to the library~really a goondu....went to the library to slack and read some comics~in the end we each borrowed 1 comic book....bus-ed home and walked the path back home~kinda windy on the way home, felt so relax just for a moment....thanks leslie~he been accompanying me to slack at library for about 3 whole weeks already and cheering me up with his stupid acts and jokes....was told that it takes little effort to smile and lots more to frown~but i guess it is the other way round for me....feeling like playing some serious basketball and maybe play pool again~maybe going to play basketball this sunday with samuel and other people from church....putting on a mask with a big fat wide smile is currently acceptable for me~its not easy, to be me....
4:23 AM
Today never went out with mark~never heard from him about any plans for today....slacked at the computer then jasmine ask me go join dhurkesh, alfred, fiona, janice, cheryl, jue yu, christabel and rafidah at the school gym so i went....reached there can hear them talking so loud from outside the gym room o.oll~mainly from christabel...she is like a loud speaker...jog on the threadmill and stayed at the gym for only about 15minutes then they say go eat~went to change and bus-ed to tiong....alfred, jasmine and me ate desert~the rest all ate some stuff while rafidah, jue yu and fiona go kfc...later rafidah came to the kopitiam~jue yu and fiona dont know all go where...then bus-ed to safra to play pool~first time playing pool...dont even know how to shoot properly....booked 2 tables~each 3 people playing....christabel and janice never play~just seat and slack -.-...played with alfred and jasmine~both trying to teach me how to shoot straight and not let the ball jump about...i made the ball jump dont know how many times~one of the ball jump of the table and flew under another person's table o.o...played 4 games~every single game all won by alfred...jasmine blame me for anyhow shooting the letting alfred get easy shots o.oll....played till bout 5plus...wanted to play basketball at jue yu house nearby with jasmine but in the end bus-ed back to the inter-change~did not feel like playing and rafidah dont want us to ps her....the rest all went to eddy house....bus-ed to the inter-change with rafidah and jasmine and then bus-ed to tiong and went back home....ate dinner and tv-ed through the night....going back to school tomorrow after 2days of marking day...can finally get back my phone tomorrow~but dont know what time...was told by agnes that i am down for a rehearsal for a farewell event for mrs.yeo~dam....what a spoiler....wonder how is my exam result gonna be....today was ok~learnt how to play pool but till now dont know the rules of the game -.-...i want to play more pool~kinda addictive game....thinking of how life is gonna be....whats gonna happen....well i cant tell what will happen in the future~i cant help but wait....
Joash
7:24 AM
Today woke up at about 10plus...did the morning routine and watch tv...then went to prepare go out to have breakfast with my father and my brother~today is my father's birthday...suppose to go have some buffet but my mother did not get leave for her work~change of plans...gonna go for the buffet thing on saturday....went to kallang area there as my father had to send his laptop for repair or something~then headed to somewhere for breakfast + lunch~fish soup...then mrt-ed to wisma myself...had to send my phone for repair~today morning it keep restarting non-stop...cannot even let me blast music on my way~forced to use my old phone...there is absolutely nothing inside it~no song, no picture, no theme, even my contacts are all weird...some numbers have while some dont...reached wisma and went to the sony ericsson service centre~not many people there...took a queue number and watch the tv there...finally my number appeared~083...did not really wait quite long~only like 10minutes...told the lady all about my phone problems...see her write so much stuff down~told her my phone when shake can hear sound inside like bits flying about she dont believe...only until she go shake herself then she started laughing~dont know what she laughing about...is it because my phone is in such a pathetic state?gave her my phone and she returned me my phone battery cover and memory card with a piece of paper stating that my phone 1.auto on and off 2.sometime dont read sim card 3.when you shake the phone,you can hear a sound 4.upgrade software,data will all be erased.collection on 10-10-2008~getting back my phone on friday...2 whole days with no music~gonna feel dam empty....can only collect my phone after 2pm...how am i gonna survive this 2 more days only god knows....for now gotta stick with the sucky old phone with a cracked screen -.-....now wondering what will happen to my phone...it will be like a brand new phone when i go get it~no song,no picture, no theme, no contacts , no nothing...mrt-ed back home...surviving on the songs in my computer...waste away the evening tv-ing~dont know what to do for tomorrow...dont feel like staying at home to rot~but going out without my phone...well mark just ask me out for tomorrow...dont know if i am going...now still deciding where to go,what to do,who to ask along and whether i am going....maybe it will be a good way for me to de-stress...
came across these pictures today while surfing the web...its the thing that put a smile on my face for the day~it just looks funny somehow....a few tear drops fell today....
Joash
3:04 AM
Exams are finally over~dont know if that is a good thing or a bad thing....when there is exams~had to prepare for it,study study study...during exams~have to really focus and get stress....after exams~now have to be super worried about the results...dam~hate exams...went to the library again today with kevin and leslie...sat there and slacked away time~read comics and rot on the chair...later went to walk about bukit merah with leslie~kevin went off soon....walk around in the ntuc~goondu leslie keep looking at food o.o....later went to membina court look for gina,hui yee,wen hui and zi lin....played a little basketball and did some stupid things set by wen hui and hui yee *confidential*....then went to mac and and then homed....blasting the jay chou's lastest song Nu Er Hong...somehow it got stuck on me~in my ears for days...
~dam cool picture!~
time seems to be passing by slower and slower each day...how i wish that adjusting my clock would actually help.....thanks jasmine for today ~ *confidential* my phone is officially "spoilt"...memory card does not stay in the slot...keeps poping out..guess i gonna send it for repair soon...realised lots of things today~its time for the change if there is a chance for that change
Joash
5:46 AM
Days after the exams spent in the library with leslie,gina,hui yee and wen hui.....today had geography exam~1/2 of what i studied came out o.o....was kinda tough~shocking that i was able to write long answers for the questions...wrote loads of rubbish into it...morning walked to school looking out at places...it seems kinda peaceful for a moment....called dhurkesh to lend me a protractor~thanks for it...but turns out that it was not needed for the map reading...during the exams whenever i looked up mr cheng will somehow keep staring at me~quite scary...feels like he wanted me to do something wrong....after exam went to buy bubble tea and chips and headed for the library with leslie...stupid bubble tea~i ordered the chocolate one and when i poke the straw in,it stained my uniform! stayed at the library with leslie till about 4 and headed for bubble tea again and bus-ed home from the bm interchange....hope the time will fly faster so that the exams can end~well the time is finally arriving~4 more torturing days to go and its all over....
Joash
7:59 AM
~eugene lim in his best outfit!
~dam cool picture!~